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祷告列表
项目	应该	实际	结论
谦卑	从主的心出发，做事求主的评价不是人的，这样就不会骄傲或自卑，看自己合乎中道。	没有看到别人比自己强（但已明显改善） 从主观出发而非从实际出发，所以跟着感觉一下子觉得自己很好一下子又觉得很差	虚己，自己越来越少，以基督的心为心，主的使命为使命，不为自己筹算，乃为神的福音效力

我爱大熊猫~

我爱大熊猫~

他去哪里都带着我，让我觉得他很愿意与我合一

我爱大熊猫~

最开始关系最脆弱的时候，他每天都约我，让彼此很快就能建立密切的关系。可见他很有领导能力

我爱大熊猫~

因他鼓励我尝试新事物，鼓励我积极参与；以积极代替沉默

我爱大熊猫~

他是个勤于工作、努力不懈怠的人，愿意把自己的潜力发挥到极致，让我看到神的大能在他身上彰显

我爱大熊猫~

他有很强的能力，能够办到我连想都不敢想的事

我爱大熊猫~

他很有方法，主动出击，教会我主动热情；乐于帮助人，广交朋友，倾尽全力帮助朋友

我爱大熊猫~

因为他鼓励我完全倚靠神，相信神的大能不必自己小信多虑

我爱大熊猫~

因为他也会与我亲昵，让我从女孩变成女人…



我会更爱大熊猫如果他能够：

勇于承担坏结果而不是避重就轻；不要把我当成赚钱的工具

能够完全理解我，像大哥一样能够洞察到我做一切事的用意；

不凌驾于我之上，真的像功夫熊猫一样呵护一滴水珠于手掌，像主耶稣一样道成肉身，不是做老板而是做朋友…

life is fast

life is so slow when i am young.

and faster in the middle stage.

Monday will be my off day. and next Monday come so quickly again. and next big event, and next year again. now my only hope is to come to next chinese new year again so i could enjoy relaxing exciting times again. it's not bad to spend in Singapore my CNY anyway.

so what i mean is life is faster when you grow older; maybe the elderly ppl will say it becomes slow again when you are near sunset, but that one i do not know. i guess i won't remember how old i am when i'm ard 30s or 40s. life is just that fast!

ya, exhausted and bad health.

although hate to say about these pessimistic things in the diary, it's still the truth.

i just want to keep up with an active spirit.

hesitating about which gathering to give up. for the choir i'm quite burdened in music ministry; but i already have too many gatherings per week. if i were to give up beifang group, what about those girls? if i were to give up prayer meeting, how could i meet those brothers and have the sense of home? if i were to give up rev tong preaching, how could i gain strength and be revived? and the church worship of course i could not give up. and surely i may not be able to go wed bible study any more.

God, please tell me which ones are to be put down and which to be continued????

How to maintain a good health? now i don't have bad emotions any more so it's an absolute good thing for my health. but i still lack enough exercise so

still translation

Why a task could be finished at such a low pace.. my patient could not tolerate it. if it is an easy work i will definitely go on although it might be long-dragging. but now it's a hard job to translate. because i always think i'm doing a poor translation of the book. how could i go on?

recently

Reluctant to publish in English. but have to do so to practice my English.

these days i'm quite smooth and actually had some communication with the boy dage mentioned. have to wait and see what the progress will be like, hehe

and i thought it was my stomach problem and it came out not like so. i think mainly it's because i could not bare with hunger... quite strange and dunno why i have such a problem that i could not bare it. could not bare during fasting and not fasting... why...

and i suffered a lot because of monday fast and yesterday having only yogurt for dinner. i'm afraid that i may have any severe stomach problem but now it seems much better. wish the result won't come out bad of my stomach problem.

and next i'm saying about the email from wuxia. he asked each of us the roles and service we are taking in church and i really dun understand why he want to know that. is he going to assign everybody some tasks? wish that he could find some gifted person to do the follow-up work with me. and i really dunno what next i should do in order to follow dage's suggestion. he asked me to find more coworkers to do the follow-up and thus could do it better and more systematically. hope that tonight nus cg would come out with some person that are really God's will to work with me and pray about everything. and actually meiying is a good manpower because she lives with me and we could discuss about everything. but she is not quite qualified to serve and the way she served is so strange so i dare not let her serve with me actually... but i should have some coworker.. but on the other hand the workload is not that heavy so far and maybe i could manage it myself? have to pray and find out what i should do with all the former guests!

the sky of mine is fading color... i should post more on it...

to recall

Let me just briefly recall these days.(it's a bit challenging to me as i'm so short-memory)

Sunday i played the chinese new year song CDs after two services (teochew&sunset) and began to sell those CDs and VCDs. quite strange to me as in i was like a vendor selling those stuffs. but it's not mine and i do not earn any money. but it's strange to sell at church! i feel a bit strange because church is not a place to buy-and-sell. but i also felt it was a good thing as well because ppl like to listen to those chinese new year songs (published by christian organization). so still i could not tell whether it is right or wrong. anyway both pastors asked me to do so then i just do.. although not many ppl bought but still quite exciting about it. and one old man took away my pen, in return of advance payment. (i guess it's not because he truly like my pen!!)

and yesterday i went to Jieying's house to see her new born baby with Kangpei. a nine-days baby. much smaller than her elder sister jiajia and beibei(whom i already thought so small) How blessed are their family! three pretty princesses! they are really obedient and pretty and smart indeed! i wish i could also have smart and pretty babies. and Jieying just knew my thoughts and asked me 'wondering which day you will have your own right?' ha, not quite into thinking it yet, but indeed i felt so warm in her family, with husband-and-wife-and-children!