still translation

Why a task could be finished at such a low pace.. my patient could not tolerate it. if it is an easy work i will definitely go on although it might be long-dragging. but now it's a hard job to translate. because i always think i'm doing a poor translation of the book. how could i go on?

recently

Reluctant to publish in English. but have to do so to practice my English.

these days i'm quite smooth and actually had some communication with the boy dage mentioned. have to wait and see what the progress will be like, hehe

and i thought it was my stomach problem and it came out not like so. i think mainly it's because i could not bare with hunger... quite strange and dunno why i have such a problem that i could not bare it. could not bare during fasting and not fasting... why...

and i suffered a lot because of monday fast and yesterday having only yogurt for dinner. i'm afraid that i may have any severe stomach problem but now it seems much better. wish the result won't come out bad of my stomach problem.

and next i'm saying about the email from wuxia. he asked each of us the roles and service we are taking in church and i really dun understand why he want to know that. is he going to assign everybody some tasks? wish that he could find some gifted person to do the follow-up work with me. and i really dunno what next i should do in order to follow dage's suggestion. he asked me to find more coworkers to do the follow-up and thus could do it better and more systematically. hope that tonight nus cg would come out with some person that are really God's will to work with me and pray about everything. and actually meiying is a good manpower because she lives with me and we could discuss about everything. but she is not quite qualified to serve and the way she served is so strange so i dare not let her serve with me actually... but i should have some coworker.. but on the other hand the workload is not that heavy so far and maybe i could manage it myself? have to pray and find out what i should do with all the former guests!

the sky of mine is fading color... i should post more on it...

to recall

Let me just briefly recall these days.(it's a bit challenging to me as i'm so short-memory)

Sunday i played the chinese new year song CDs after two services (teochew&sunset) and began to sell those CDs and VCDs. quite strange to me as in i was like a vendor selling those stuffs. but it's not mine and i do not earn any money. but it's strange to sell at church! i feel a bit strange because church is not a place to buy-and-sell. but i also felt it was a good thing as well because ppl like to listen to those chinese new year songs (published by christian organization). so still i could not tell whether it is right or wrong. anyway both pastors asked me to do so then i just do.. although not many ppl bought but still quite exciting about it. and one old man took away my pen, in return of advance payment. (i guess it's not because he truly like my pen!!)

and yesterday i went to Jieying's house to see her new born baby with Kangpei. a nine-days baby. much smaller than her elder sister jiajia and beibei(whom i already thought so small) How blessed are their family! three pretty princesses! they are really obedient and pretty and smart indeed! i wish i could also have smart and pretty babies. and Jieying just knew my thoughts and asked me 'wondering which day you will have your own right?' ha, not quite into thinking it yet, but indeed i felt so warm in her family, with husband-and-wife-and-children!