life is fast

life is so slow when i am young.

and faster in the middle stage.

Monday will be my off day. and next Monday come so quickly again. and next big event, and next year again. now my only hope is to come to next chinese new year again so i could enjoy relaxing exciting times again. it's not bad to spend in Singapore my CNY anyway.

so what i mean is life is faster when you grow older; maybe the elderly ppl will say it becomes slow again when you are near sunset, but that one i do not know. i guess i won't remember how old i am when i'm ard 30s or 40s. life is just that fast!

ya, exhausted and bad health.

although hate to say about these pessimistic things in the diary, it's still the truth.

i just want to keep up with an active spirit.

hesitating about which gathering to give up. for the choir i'm quite burdened in music ministry; but i already have too many gatherings per week. if i were to give up beifang group, what about those girls? if i were to give up prayer meeting, how could i meet those brothers and have the sense of home? if i were to give up rev tong preaching, how could i gain strength and be revived? and the church worship of course i could not give up. and surely i may not be able to go wed bible study any more.

God, please tell me which ones are to be put down and which to be continued????

How to maintain a good health? now i don't have bad emotions any more so it's an absolute good thing for my health. but i still lack enough exercise so