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Reluctant to publish in English. but have to do so to practice my English.

these days i'm quite smooth and actually had some communication with the boy dage mentioned. have to wait and see what the progress will be like, hehe

and i thought it was my stomach problem and it came out not like so. i think mainly it's because i could not bare with hunger... quite strange and dunno why i have such a problem that i could not bare it. could not bare during fasting and not fasting... why...

and i suffered a lot because of monday fast and yesterday having only yogurt for dinner. i'm afraid that i may have any severe stomach problem but now it seems much better. wish the result won't come out bad of my stomach problem.

and next i'm saying about the email from wuxia. he asked each of us the roles and service we are taking in church and i really dun understand why he want to know that. is he going to assign everybody some tasks? wish that he could find some gifted person to do the follow-up work with me. and i really dunno what next i should do in order to follow dage's suggestion. he asked me to find more coworkers to do the follow-up and thus could do it better and more systematically. hope that tonight nus cg would come out with some person that are really God's will to work with me and pray about everything. and actually meiying is a good manpower because she lives with me and we could discuss about everything. but she is not quite qualified to serve and the way she served is so strange so i dare not let her serve with me actually... but i should have some coworker.. but on the other hand the workload is not that heavy so far and maybe i could manage it myself? have to pray and find out what i should do with all the former guests!

the sky of mine is fading color... i should post more on it...